Funds Raised
$3,700
Raised of $3,000 goal
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About My Challenge
From February 5th to 27th, I will be participating in the 2026 Push-Up Challenge to raise money for the Canadian Mental Health Association. Last year, I shared that this cause hits close to home. This year, I wanted to share a bit more of my own story.
In the summer of 2020, my brain hit a breaking point, and I entered a deep state of psychosis that resulted in me being held in a psychiatric ward for over two weeks. Due to the pandemic, I wasn’t allowed any visitors, and it became one of the darkest and scariest periods of my life — both for myself and for those closest to me. When I eventually returned to everyday life, I was a shell of who I once was. I was depressed, paranoid, and carried a deep belief that this experience defined who I was. I felt completely void of confidence, self-worth, optimism, and any real understanding of what had happened to me.
Through the help of medication, psychiatrists, and outpatient care, I slowly began to settle back into myself, though still without a strong sense of purpose. The following summer, I began working again and forming connections that gradually rebuilt my confidence and ushered in small but meaningful glimpses of hope. What weighs heaviest in my heart when I think about my recovery during this time is the love and compassion my friends and family showed me when I had none for myself. Never judging me or treating me differently, they acted as a life jacket through what felt like a storm I wouldn’t survive.
Unfortunately, life — and mental health — is not always linear. The years since have been filled with trial and error as I’ve learned (and will continue to learn) how to be the best version of myself. It has taken years of therapy, uncovering trauma, breaking old habits, journaling, positive self-talk, and consistent exercise to get to where I am now. But I can confidently say that I am the happiest and healthiest I have ever been in my adult life. More than that, I have developed a deep love for life and the world around me — one that exceeds anything I once thought was possible for myself.
My goal is to fundraise $2,000, but more than anything, I hope sharing this helps even one person feel a little better about their own journey. This experience is something I once carried deep shame around — something I tried to hide or distance myself from. Now, it is something that drives me to keep wanting better for myself and to live with more intention every day. Find the people, music, places, and energies that make you feel good. And if you can offer a little more compassion toward yourself and the world around you, you never know what kind of beauty might find you in this lifetime.
Dedicated to: Little Jacob
Supporting CMHA Ontario - Toronto
Through a presence in more than 330 communities across every province and one territory, CMHA provides advocacy, programs and resources that help to prevent mental health problems and illnesses, support recovery and resilience, and enable all Canadians to flourish and thrive.
Présente dans plus de 330 collectivités réparties dans chaque province et au Yukon, l’ACSM œuvre en défense des droits et offre des programmes et des ressources qui contribuent à prévenir les problèmes de santé mentale et les troubles mentaux ainsi qu’à soutenir le rétablissement et la résilience afin de permettre à tous les Canadiens et à toutes les Canadiennes de s’épanouir pleinement.
My Challenge History
Pushuperer for 2 years
| Push-Ups | Funds | |
|---|---|---|
| 2026 | 2,000 | $3,700 |
| 2025 | 2,000 | $712 | Total | 4,000 | $4,412 |
My Push-Up Progress
Thanks to my sponsors
Merci à mes sponsors
$25
Danny Gupalov
$100
Darrel Zehr
Thank you for sharing your story and for helping this cause
$50
Brayan Correa
$20
Kiki Kostidis
$400
Boman Reid
$100
Byron Rouse
Told you I’d do it.
$25
Katelyn Hanna
$35
Rebecca
🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
$10
Brianna O’brien-young
$25
Jenny Chisholm
$60
Rob Griffith
$50
Tommy Ferrone
$10
Stantec
Thank you! Your donation has been matched by Stantec
$20
Stantec
Thank you! Your donation has been matched by Stantec
$100
Stantec
Thank you! Your donation has been matched by Stantec
$50
Stantec
Thank you! Your donation has been matched by Stantec
$50
Stantec
Thank you! Your donation has been matched by Stantec
$10
Mackenzie Heaney
Sorry I’m in my poor student era!!
$50
Sophie Cooper
You keep being my biggest inspiration <3
$20
Murphy Ross
$10
Table
Table cake
$20
Anonymous
Love you
$100
Haley Sherbourne
Raven Symonyeh
$50
Beth Morris
Good luck Jacob 🍀
$50
Jacob Totzke
For little Jacob!!!!
$100
Will & Elyse
$50
Spiros Liarakos
$25
Sydney Mueller
Love from the Mueller fam <3
$30
Malcolm Douglas-frei
I love league of legends
$50
Grant Chow
Good luck Jacob Great Job !
$100
Hayley Carter
Whiplash
$35
Robert D
$50
Hailey Quiquero
$20
Luke
$130
Frannie
Incredible self reflection and positive journey you have navigated. Very proud of you Jacob.
$50
Brian Totzke
$75
Mary Hopcraft
I am so proud of you Jacob and all you've accomplished
$50
Cindy Moser
Proud of you!
$200
Sue Totzke
So incredibly proud ❤️!
$50
Erik
$100
Dollie Nix
Here's to push ups with an open heart!!!!
$200
Stephanie Hirst
I’m so proud of you and love you💜
$20
Gavin A
You’ve got this!
$20
Anonymous
$65
Robyn Smondulak
$100
Dwayne Evens
Congratulations Jacob, keep up the good work.
$100
Emily Lant
So proud of you! I miss you xx
$35
Clare M
$35
J
Hair
$25
Cathy
Go Jacob!!!
$35
Léa And Matt
$35
Paul Wright
We are all the better for people opening up about there struggles and triumphs.
$10
Michelle Cheuk
$35
Cristina Geiger
$35
Madeline Braney
$20
Megan Herring
$35
Emma Cheuk
$15
Gus
$35
Luke A.
$40
Laura Moolenbeek
$50
Isabel Oseli
$50
Eileanor O’halloran
$50
Celina Vazquez
$25
Danielle Ziliotto
$35
Joshua Patrick
$40
Vini Rosa
Go pushing those push ups strong boy!! Boa sorte!
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